Incomplete.
I am guilty of torturing myself emotionally. Things would have been different if I had listened to my mind.
My heart, so fragile and kind, had been manipulated. It is not thinking straight. I do not blame it as it is not created to think.
But I do feel correctly and I know what I feel.
I laugh at jokes. I hum tunes that remain stuck in my head. I feel sad when it's appropriate to feel sad. I do get angry but it is within my control.
Being human, I am a human being.
Alhamdulillah ... I seldom get angry nowadays. I supposed that I am too hurt to feel angry.
There are things that my mind will not comprehend what my heart whispers to me in a voice so sullen that cold air flows through my veins making me shiver.
Yes ... My heart is telling me to let go. My mind thinks the otherwise. It's quite the opposite of what others usually encounter.
But what my heart is telling me really makes sense. I have to let go and make the place available for that somebody to settle in.
Who is that somebody? I do not know and Allah is the Knower of all things.
The answer came to me half-asleep, half-awake, half-alive and half-dead.
YES!
I HAVE TO LET GO!
Hence, I'm letting go and now I feel incomplete.
Incomplete
Backstreet Boys
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
My heart, so fragile and kind, had been manipulated. It is not thinking straight. I do not blame it as it is not created to think.
But I do feel correctly and I know what I feel.
I laugh at jokes. I hum tunes that remain stuck in my head. I feel sad when it's appropriate to feel sad. I do get angry but it is within my control.
Being human, I am a human being.
Alhamdulillah ... I seldom get angry nowadays. I supposed that I am too hurt to feel angry.
There are things that my mind will not comprehend what my heart whispers to me in a voice so sullen that cold air flows through my veins making me shiver.
Yes ... My heart is telling me to let go. My mind thinks the otherwise. It's quite the opposite of what others usually encounter.
But what my heart is telling me really makes sense. I have to let go and make the place available for that somebody to settle in.
Who is that somebody? I do not know and Allah is the Knower of all things.
The answer came to me half-asleep, half-awake, half-alive and half-dead.
YES!
I HAVE TO LET GO!
Hence, I'm letting go and now I feel incomplete.
Incomplete
Backstreet Boys
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
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